Sunday, January 20, 2008

another chance?

What was supposed to be my first interview after a long gap of four years turned to be a big blooper. Not that I had prepared myself so hard for this selection of students for the 3 months certificate course in Finance. But I expected a basic level of questioning by the panel...whew..panel??? there was only one lady who would be the faculty and all she managed to ask was why I was interested in Finance and how it would suit my career? Understood that this course is for the Finance newbies, but there are a lot more questions, apart from the Finance sector, that can be asked to make this ‘detailed interview’ purposeful. There is no reason to travel 10 kms on a Sunday morning (not to mention the full formals and polished shoes) to attend this stuff. The short listing was done to a large extent (if not fully) based on the profile submitted with the application. If that was already decided to be the mode of selection, why at all bother the selected candidates with such an eye-wash?

All this resentment aside, it is interesting to note that my profile merited a short listing!!!To add to that, my XAT score was out last week...a decent yet surprising 93%..and as is the case always, I have not applied to any institutes accepting XAT!!!Will see if there are any schools that are still open...another chain of events that I hoped would not occur this time..If I had saved all the money that I had invested for the management exams, admission brochures over the past 2 years, I would have bought my Electra 5S without second thoughts. Am happy though, and hope to break jinx this time...will even be able to stand upside down if I get into some ok-sort-of B-school this time..after all I am looking at a break from this stupid work and not at top of line B-schools (not much proof is required after all these attempts to prove that I don’t deserve to be there)...

Sunday, January 6, 2008

Mission: Management 2008

Another exam passes by..no big change from my previous attempts...start with a boom and end up in a bust..somehow I find something to crib about each year.....with nothing much to do during the exam, i was left alone with my thoughts for a couple of hours today(whew..what a waste of time..I should’ve slept or watched Krish in Tamil)..but the final essay section of the paper gave me an opportunity to vent all my thoughts..

Here is how it goes....Invariably there is something wrong about the selection of test centres for these management exams every year..and today’s was the best...the centre (how can it be called so..when it is located in a hidden location in Anna Nagar, requiring the uninitiated to search for hours..I being one of the lucky few to have had prior experience of visiting this place) was a women’s college...considering the fact that close to 60-75% of the population taking up the exam was of the other gender...even otherwise it makes a lot of sense to conduct an exam in a co-ed...the most ironical part of the exam was the topic of the essay..’Consequences of gender imbalance – Third World War’..it was of no sense to me, taking up the exam in a women’s college and my own hall having more than 10 of them (;)..)..i managed to blast the topic in the hope that I would never make the PI stage..I still remember the sly smile and satisfaction that i had, when i wrote those finishing lines.....’In my opinion, Gender imbalance is no longer an issue and is not an issue that demands global attention’.. (i should look at the evaluator’s facial expressions when he gets my paper..to see the topic of the essay having been treated with such disrespect!!...)

Finally, a couple of shots of Rum and a heavy lunch did a world of good to my health..my cough and cold seem to be out...and am in a trance as I write this (4 hours after the shots..)...and i hope to sleep for hours without being disturbed..(The irritation at being held up on phone on Saturday night for some stupid issue at office really irked me..)..

My finishing lines..

Intha XAT kathai

Innum oru THARITHIRA payanam

(Courtesy: Punnagai Mannan)

Saturday, January 5, 2008

Kadavul

Neeye .. adimai Aaththigan

Neeya .. Naadi thudikkum Naaththigan

Naane nee..Pizhaikka Therintha Poli saamiyar

Neeye naan...Madhiyatra Medhavi

Unakkul Naan ..Enakkul nee....Unarndhavan Naan!!